As I have grown older, I have learned to accept something that once troubled me deeply: not everything is meant to be fully understood.
For much of my life, I searched for explanations. I wanted to categorize my experiences, to label them neatly as good or evil, divine or imagined. But life does not always cooperate with our need for certainty.
What matters more than answers is direction.
I no longer walk in fear, nor do I walk in arrogance. I walk with awareness. I have learned that the spiritual world is real, but it is not ours to control. We are participants, not masters.
If there is one lesson I hope readers take from my journey, it is this: seek truth sincerely. Whether you believe, doubt, or stand somewhere in between, seek honestly. God is not offended by questions. He is revealed to those who genuinely look.
The walk is not easy. But it is meaningful.